Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Heading to Illinois again

Kinda worried about going into the empty house again, really hits home then as he was always there when I arrived waiting for me no matter what time of day.
Going to be a busy week though as I am going to re-do the gardens and the inside stuff this upcoming week and over the first 6 weeks of summer.   Looking forward to being able to visit his graveside in the Chapel again though, has seemed so strange to not be able to go there and visit him each morning.
Doing my best to stay busy so that I don't fall into that sad place again, still have moments where I stumble upon a memory that still stings instead of bringing a smile to my face.   One was the other day when I remembered that I was going to get him a fresh box of Timbits right before I crossed the border so that they would be still fresh when I arrived down there and he could try them but now of course there is no need for me to do that soooo......

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