Very difficult today, cannot seem to stop crying.
Went out for the middle part of the day with the kids on a family adventure, didnt start having trouble till I got back home... then the lonliness hit me, I want him here with me so badly. I am heading back down south to our house again in a week and a half to start on the gardens and exterior to get it ready to sell, I am dreading the drive there, going to be really hard to be alone with all my thoughts for that many hours in the car again.
I try to think of how he would want me to go on and try to smile but it is not helping much today.
I wish it would stop hurting so very much...
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